dognovel Chapter 1949
Chapter 1949
Chapter 1949
Song Shenzhi felt like he was falling into an ice cellar.
All his conjectures became reality. He turned and left the house.
He stood in the yard, letting the cold frost and snow cover his face.
Two lines of clear tears condensed into frost.
He is not the son of his parents, he was really picked up. But he is lucky, right? His father taught him to read and write, to read the books of sages, to understand the principles of sages, to know how to be grateful, and to understand honor and disgrace.
Song Shenzhi sorted out his thoughts, his sadness faded away, and he also understood his mother's estrangement from him.
If a child is not your own, you cannot get close to him/her.
But a trace of doubt crept into my mind. If I was not my parents' child, why did I have similarities with my younger brother?
Could it be that my younger brother isn’t also my parents’ child?
Suddenly, Song Shenzhi's chest pounded. He understood. He was his mother's son, but not his father's... Oh my God!
His eyes went dark and he almost fell down.
Song Shenzhi had seen his parents' love since he was a child. He also knew that his parents were childhood sweethearts.
He even knew that his father was poor when he was studying and that his mother saved money and secretly gave money to his father.
These were stories he had heard so many times since childhood. The suspicion in his heart slowly cleared the fog and floated to his mind, making him bitter and painful.
Under what circumstances would a woman become pregnant with another man's child and then turn around and marry her childhood sweetheart?
The mother must have been forced! And she gave birth to an evil child.
And he is that evil creature!
Song Shenzhi unraveled the mystery and felt that he had touched the truth within the truth.
He is his mother's shame! No wonder his mother hates him and despises him.
He remembered that one Lantern Festival when he was a child, his younger brother threw himself into his mother's arms and acted coquettishly.
He was so envious and wanted to get closer to his mother, so he just pulled her sleeve, but she pushed him away.
It's as if he is some kind of dirty thing!
It turns out that he is indeed a dirty guy! No wonder his mother dislikes him.
After an unknown amount of time, Song Shenzhi's whole body was almost frozen, and then he remembered that he had gone into his parents' room to light a charcoal fire.
Miss Nanyan told him that it was cold in Tiema City and the princess had ordered him not to be reluctant to use the charcoal fire, as it would cost more money to buy medicine and see a doctor if he got sick from the cold.
Song Shenzhi finally knocked on the door and asked hoarsely, "Father, Mother, I have a pot of charcoal fire, can you bring it in?"
This is the best silver charcoal, smokeless, odorless and non-toxic, and it is expensive even in the capital. It was unexpected that the princess could give this to their Song family.
Song Yuanjiu stood up and opened the door, saying softly, "We are not cold, put the brazier in your room."
After all, no one was willing to use it, so Song Shenzhi carefully extinguished the brazier.
He returned to the room and knew his brother was still asleep just by listening to his breathing.
He suddenly shouted, "Xizhi."
Song Xizhi responded to him, "Hmm?"
"It's okay." Song Shenzhi thought about it, and still swallowed the pain alone, "Go to sleep, and get up early tomorrow."
The next day, Qiu Zhiyan gave Song Shenzhi a bronze plate for entering and leaving the government office, with the words "attendant" engraved on it.
Song Shenzhi became Qiu Zhiyan's private advisor. He had no monthly salary, no appointment documents, and no official seal, but he had no worries about food and clothing.
that's enough.