dognovel Chapter 101 Xu Yuexi has depression
Chapter 101 Xu Yuexi has depression
Xu Yuexi gave this instruction because she didn't want to waste food.
But except herself, no one knew that she had gone on a fast and did not need to eat.
So when she didn't eat for two meals, Qingfeng and Mingyue became anxious and reported to Xu Yan.
Xu Yuexi felt a little uncomfortable with Tang Liuqing's absence and felt that she had no interest in anything.
She asked the servants to leave and sat by the window in a daze.
[Xixi, you need to think of a solution! You are already eighteen years old. In your previous life, everyone was an adult and could have gotten married long ago.]
"Is it me who doesn't want to get married? It's the old man who doesn't agree. What can I do?"
If she were alone, she could make her own decisions.
But she has relatives in this life, so she must get the approval of her elders if she wants to get married, right?
And yesterday's incident was so unpleasant, would her father no longer want her as a daughter?
[Xixi, how about you threaten me with death? ]
"You want me to die? Why don't you just let me die? You wouldn't let me die before, so why are you willing to do it now?"
[I'm talking about pretending! Do you understand what I mean by pretending? With your current level of cultivation, it's easy for you to fake your death and fool ordinary people!]
"You're thinking beautifully!
Although the old man was a bit unreliable, which made me very angry.
But I know his intentions are good and he wants to be good to his daughter.
You asked me to fake my own death to deceive him. Only an emotionless machine like you could say such a wicked thing."
[Xixi, if you don't want to do anything, then don't do anything. Why are you making personal attacks? ]
"Humph, can't I just dislike you? I'm still angry here, and you're urging me to find a solution.
Didn't you say you are the 'omnipotent reproductive system'? Go and change his mind!
As long as you change his mind and let me marry Tang Liuqing, I will do it immediately."
[Xixi, you really think highly of me! I am the fertility system, and fertility is my main business!
Besides, if I really had that ability, would I need your consent to do the mission? I would have controlled you a long time ago. 】
"I don't want to care about you"
[Xixi, my energy is being consumed too quickly. I don’t think I can hold on for a few more years. You can’t be ungrateful!
I made you an excellent person, so you can't let me be eliminated! 】
"Okay, I get it. Let me be quiet for two days, and then I'll go talk to the old man."
【Why? Can't you go now? 】
"No! Because I'm still angry."
[Why are you so angry? It's been a day, why are you still angry? ]
"I want you to take care"
Xu Yuexi couldn't explain why. Every time she got too excited, she couldn't help but recall what happened over and over again. She didn't want to communicate with anyone, didn't want to eat, drink, or move.
In fact, the reason why Xu Yuexi is like this is not because she has a bad temper, but because she suffers from depression.
In her previous life, she was an orphan. Although she received help from society, she was abused in unknown places and lived in fear for a long time. Xu Yuexi, who grew up in such an environment, is extremely sensitive.
When she first started working, she rarely interacted with people because of her personality and focused on her work. So she had strong work ability, but her interpersonal relationships were not so good.
After marriage, her husband was on business trips for a long time and had little communication with her. Over time, she became inferior and worried that she would be abandoned by her husband.
She is a full-time mother, taking care of children every day, one after another.
The trivialities of life made her despair. She wanted to change, but she couldn't.
After living in such an environment for a long time, she became depressed, but unfortunately she didn't know she was sick.
She couldn't control herself and would lose her temper and yell at her children and husband when she was irritated.
Xu Yuexi's behavior undoubtedly caused strong dissatisfaction from her husband.
If her husband paid more attention to her, he might have noticed that something was wrong with her.
Unfortunately, they were apart for a long time and the passion was gone. She was old and ugly due to years of hard work, and her husband couldn't stand her so he had an affair and finally divorced her.
She was brought into this world by Xiao Tongzi because of a car accident caused by her divorce.
Ten years of secluded life has brought about a great change in Xu Yuexi's state of mind. She has become stronger and more confident, and her depression has almost been cured.
So Xu Yuexi didn't know from beginning to end that she was actually sick.
The last time she was on the way back to Beijing, she cried bitterly. Her emotions were already volatile and she could hardly control herself.
As a result, she overheard Tang Liuqing asking if she had a problem, which stimulated her and led her to indulge in her behavior.
However, what was different from her previous life was that the status of women in this life was different. In addition, Tang Liuqing truly loved her, was tolerant of her in every way, and took good care of her. As a result, Xu Yuexi slowly recovered after a few days.
Therefore, as long as she was not stimulated, Xu Yuexi was normal. However, when her emotions fluctuated greatly, she could not help but lose control of herself and needed a few days to transition.
After all, she has not forgotten anything over the years, but some things are only suitable for collection. They cannot be said or thought about, but they cannot be let go. She can only bear them alone.
That's why Tang Liuqing and the others felt that she was stronger than they had imagined, yet unexpectedly fragile.
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Sorry! There was a power outage in the community today, and my computer was out of power, so I posted this late. I'm sorry to have kept you waiting for a long time!