Chapter 247: Making Sure She Used to It
Chapter 247: Making Sure She Used to It
Lulu was too rigid. Even when Seamus placed his hand gently on her shoulder, her body stiffened as if she were made of wood, and every touch made her freeze in place.
It was the first time he had dealt with women like this, someone who locked up completely just from contact, and strangely enough, it started to make him uneasy too.
"Calm down a little. It’s not like I’m going to hurt you," he said, his tone softer now. "Think of it like this... sex is one of the highest forms of love."
He took her hand and guided it to his chest, pressing it there so she could feel his warmth and steady heartbeat. "What do you feel when you touch me? Do you feel happy?"
Lulu nodded quickly without saying anything, her face already flushed red, the warmth spreading all the way to her ears.
"Then imagine being able to touch every part of me," he continued, his voice slowing down as if trying to lead her step by step. "Every inch of my skin... and even feeling me inside you. Wouldn’t that feel even more romantic?"
"Th-that’s! Ugh, y-you’re right! But still...!" she stammered, clearly more flustered than before, which only made him laugh quietly.
"It’s embarrassing, sure, but it’s also exciting, Lulu. Think about it... both of us naked, showing everything, being completely vulnerable, melting into each other, even if it’s only for a moment."
He paused, watching her reaction before adding, "But for that to happen, you need to relax. Touch me however you want and get used to it first."
Lulu swallowed and nodded again, this time with a clearer sense of determination in her eyes, as if she truly wanted to do her best for him.
That alone made something in Seamus twist slightly, a faint sense of guilt creeping in, because he knew very well that what she felt for him was far heavier than what he felt in return.
’Love... what even is love?’ his mind drifted for a brief moment, flashing back to the red-haired girl who still lingered in his thoughts, but he quickly pushed it away.
This wasn’t fair to Lulu, not when she was trying so hard.
Letting go of her hand, he gave her the space to move on her own, and slowly, hesitantly, her fingers returned to his chest, tracing the muscle there with cautious curiosity.
She gulped as her hand moved upward to his neck, and the coolness of her fingertips made him shiver slightly, but this time her hand wasn’t trembling as much. She was getting used to it, little by little.
Her fingers moved higher, brushing along his jaw before stopping at his lips, hovering there as if she didn’t know what to do next.
Seamus didn’t hesitate. He leaned forward just enough to lick her fingertips, and the reaction was immediate, Lulu jolted like she had been shocked.
Tilting his head slightly, he looked at her with a faint smile. "Try kissing me."
"Y-yes! I—I’ll try!"
She answered quickly, though her movements were still awkward as she leaned in, her mouth opening and closing in uncertainty. It was honestly adorable, and Seamus let out a quiet chuckle before losing what little patience he had left.
His hand slid to the back of her head, pulling her closer as he pressed their lips together. It wasn’t their first kiss, yet Lulu was just as nervous as before, her lips soft and smaller than anyone he had kissed, trembling slightly under his.
When his tongue brushed against her lower lip, she flinched but parted her lips just enough for him to slip inside, and he took his time, exploring slowly, guiding her, nudging her tongue to move along with his.
Lulu clearly didn’t understand what she was doing, her movements clumsy and uneven, their saliva mixing and slipping from the corner of her mouth as she tried to follow him, her breathing growing uneven as she struggled to keep up.
"Hnn!" she let out a small sound in the middle of the kiss, her hand pressing weakly against his chest, and Seamus finally pulled back, giving her space to breathe.
Lulu immediately wiped her mouth, her face turning even redder than before, as if she might cry from embarrassment at any second.
"Was it bad?" he asked, watching her closely.
"No! N-no, it’s not that..." she shook her head quickly, her voice flustered. "It just feels... weird. We’re so close, and your mouth feels... good. I don’t know how to explain it."
She covered her face, completely overwhelmed, and Seamus couldn’t help but laugh softly at her reaction.
"Don’t worry," he said with a grin. "That’s just the beginning."
Then, without hesitation, he reached for the hem of his shirt and pulled it off. The simple act alone made Lulu freeze, but it only got worse when he continued, slipping off his trousers until only his underwear remained.
The sight was enough to shock her completely, her eyes widening so much it looked like they might pop out of their sockets. In the next second, she dropped onto the bed and buried her face into the pillow, as if hiding would somehow save her from the situation.
Seamus couldn’t help but smile at her reaction. It had been a while since he felt this relaxed.
Even when his body rested before, his mind never did, always occupied with plans, threats, and everything waiting ahead of him. But right now, watching Lulu like this, he felt lighter.
Of course, that only made him want to tease her more.
He moved closer and leaned over her, placing his hands on either side of her body, effectively caging her beneath him.
His presence surrounded her, and when he leaned down to whisper near her ear, his voice turned low and soft.
"Look at me, Lulu. You said you would do your best, right? I promise I’ll make you feel good."
Her reply was muffled by the pillow, unclear and broken, but after a moment she slowly lifted her head and turned toward him, her face still burning red as she gave a small nod.
"O-okay... but please be gentle... I-I heard it will hurt..."
"It will, at first," he answered calmly. "But you’ll end up liking it."
Without giving her time to hide again, he pulled the pillow away from her, leaving her exposed as she lay awkwardly on the bed.
For a moment she hesitated, then with trembling hands she began to remove her clothes, piece by piece, until nothing remained. Her arms quickly crossed over her chest, trying to cover herself, but it did little to hide anything.
Seamus’ eyes darkened slightly, he was now excited.
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