Crack: Not loving you is the way back

Chapter 429 Fatalism

"The world is full of twists and turns. Regrets are the norm. Perfection is a blessing that can be encountered but not sought, just like the moon waxes and wanes." She spoke slowly, as if she was comforting that she could not get out of a dead end. When I came, I seemed to be comforting my son who was now heartbroken.

"Mom, my heart hurts so much. It really hurts. It feels like I'm about to die... She's clearly right in front of me, but I... I can't protect her... How could I be so useless? I'm a waste! "As Bi Lingqing spoke, she began to slap her head hard, her words full of regret.

There were still so many misunderstandings between them, how could she just pass away and leave him alone to suffer from heartache? Before he had time to tell her how much he loved her, she slept forever and left him alone. One person is overwhelmed by sorrow...

They still have so many wishes that should have been fulfilled but have never had the chance to be fulfilled...

"Ling Qing!" Mrs. Bi raised his head, her face was full of sad tears, which made her heartache. This was her son that she was proud of.

"It's me...it's all my fault!" He lowered his eyebrows and muttered to himself, his voice filled with regret, "If I didn't pester her, she wouldn't be targeted by Mu Yuning. If I let her go free , she wouldn’t have been forced to hide in Tibet for six years... She could have lived a good life, but it was me who harmed her... It was my self-righteous love that took away her life..."

Mrs. Bi felt unhappy. Her son, the proud son of Heaven, was now tortured by regret and self-blame. She wanted to comfort her, but she was worried that it would be counterproductive. She could only rub his messy hair and said: "Cry... Just cry..."

With tears in his eyes, he hugged his mother again and cried bitterly. His voice was hoarse and he couldn't say a word.

Before the morning light came out, Bi Lingqing's cries surrounded the hall. The servant who was supposed to get up early to work disappeared with a look, and did not show up until he was ordered.

The gray sky always makes people feel panicked. The already restless sleep makes them even more uneasy, fearing that they will face a catastrophic scene when they wake up.

Time passed by silently, until the scorching sun shed all the morning light on the world, and everyone was bathed in the sunshine, and everyone's restless hearts returned to their original positions.

Near noon, Mrs. Bi brought out a glass of warm water mixed with sleeping pills from the kitchen, placed it in Bi Lingqing's hand naturally, and said, "Drink it."

Bi Lingqing didn't realize he was there, and ignored his mother's kindness, so he drank it with difficulty. After a moment, he felt dizzy and felt something was wrong. He widened his eyes, looked at his mother in disbelief, and said hurriedly: "Mom, What...did you give me something to drink?"

Mrs. Bi quickly held him up as he was about to fall to the ground. She looked at him with unbearable heartache and said, "Go to sleep. Mom will be by your side. It will be fine when you wake up..."

He held on to his last bit of will, widened his eyes desperately, and tried to break away from Mrs. Bi. However, the effect of the medicine hit him instantly. After all, his thoughts could not resist the attack of the medicine. He grabbed Mrs. Bi's hand, and his eyeballs bulged. With red bloodshot eyes, she begged: "Mom, I can't sleep! I have to...find...Li..."

"My child, you are too tired! Go to sleep." Mrs. Bi did not let go and hugged him tightly. It was not until Bi Lingqing's hands dropped weakly and her eyes full of pain closed irresistibly that she called the servant to take him to bed. Take him back to the room.

She sat next to his bed, looking at her son who used to be in beautiful clothes and angry horses, now looking haggard. Being materialistic, she unknowingly prayed that reincarnation in the world really existed. If possible, how much she wished He exchanged his life for Gu Li's rebirth, just so that his son could live happily.

When you go through this world, nine out of ten things are not easy. How can life be so difficult...

"Madam..." Aunt Xiu's voice sounded from behind Madam Bi. It was so gentle that if the room hadn't been extremely quiet and you could hear a pin drop, the sound as small as a mosquito would have been lost in the air.

Suddenly hearing Aunt Xiu's voice, Mrs. Bi suddenly wondered if she was hallucinating. She turned around in surprise and saw Aunt Xiu standing behind her alive. She stood up in shock and said, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to see the young master." Aunt Xiu's eyes fell on Bi Lingqing, her eyebrows filled with worry.

Upon hearing this, Mrs. Bi quickly stepped forward and helped Aunt Xiu, who had difficulty with her legs and feet, to the bedside. She had many doubts in her mind, but before she had time to ask, Aunt Xiu had already begun to check Bi Lingqing's body.

Seeing that the old man was concentrating on his inspection, Mrs. Bi did not dare to disturb her, and stood quietly aside. Her heart was clenched, but she was inexplicably relieved by the arrival of the skilled old man.

After the inspection, a lot of cold sweat broke out on Aunt Xiu's forehead, and she sighed unconsciously. This sigh almost scared Mrs. Bi's soul away, and she said in a voiceless voice: "Aunt Xiu, is Ling Qing's body... has a problem?"

Aunt Xiu stood up and Mrs. Bi supported her again. She did not push her away and just said: "Let's go outside and talk."

Coming to the living room, as soon as she helped Aunt Xiu sit down, Mrs. Bi couldn't wait and asked anxiously: "Aunt Xiu, don't be so secretive, please tell me quickly."

Aunt Xiu said: "There is nothing wrong with the young master's health. He is just a little tired from being too sad. He can just recover on his own."

Knowing that her son had no hidden health problems, Mrs. Bi felt relieved. Thinking of how her son was trapped by love today, she lamented: "That girl is life to him. It's not easy to recover..."

"Everyone has a destiny, and the trajectory of life has long been determined. That girl died at a young age, so her destiny is determined." Aunt Xiu said something unpredictable and fatalistic.

Mrs. Bi's heart slowly sank, and she thought carefully about the meaning of Aunt Xiu's words. Aunt Xiu never said specious but useless words. The wind in Kyoto has been in the wrong direction recently, and she seemed to realize something. She asked: "Aunt Xiu, you... …Do you have something to tell me?”

"A Yun..."

Mrs. Bi was shocked. This old man had never called her name so seriously. Her heart suddenly sank. She was afraid that something bad would happen, so she waited silently for Aunt Xiu's next words.

"Bijia... I'm afraid, I'm running out of energy..." A look of despair flashed in the old man's clear pupils.

"Aunt Xiu!" Mrs. Bi stood up from her seat and shouted loudly, with vague anger in her eyes.

Aunt Xiu raised her head and took a deep look at her, and said calmly: "Don't be anxious, sit down and listen to me slowly."

"Aunt Xiu, you know my temper. I don't want to hear such baseless and disturbing words anymore!"

"Sit down first. You know how I am. I will never say anything without any basis, let alone make you worry by talking nonsense."

"Then why do you say that?" Mrs. Bi calmed down.

"I'm afraid things are going to change in Kyoto." Aunt Xiu's face was deep. After a while, she continued, "Su Xuan'er... is back."