Chapter 150 Exchange of Minds
Chapter 150 Exchange of Minds
"Before this, I could only control this body for about an hour every day, but after I saw you, I instantly felt that I wanted to protect you forever, so I grabbed control of the body at that moment, and I went to find you, but after the impulse, I was filled with endless regret. I am a patient!"
When Lin Qingyan said this, she seemed to empathize with the original owner. When she thought of how the original owner abused her beloved husband in her memory, she wanted to pull the original owner out and fuck her to death.
But this actually frightened Ling Nianxiao! He stared at Lin Qingyan with wide eyes and astonishment, but at this moment Lin Qingyan suddenly became extremely emotional. She clenched her fists tightly and slammed them hard on her chest with all her strength!
"I only wanted to protect you! Who would have thought that every injury you suffered since then was caused by me! This is simply a huge joke, and a great mockery of me..." Lin Qingyan said while showing an extremely bitter and self-deprecating smile, but at the same time, she had already burst into tears and sobbed, and this appearance also deeply touched Ling Nianxiao's heart.
It was not until this moment that Ling Nianxiao suddenly realized that this was the case.
"Just last night, when I witnessed her treating you cruelly once again like she had done countless times before, I finally couldn't endure it any longer and even had the thought of dying with her."
"Once, my heart was full of hope, longing to be able to completely control this body and give you endless happiness. However, when you fell into a deep sleep last night, I felt disheartened. In despair, I chose to drink the bottle of deadly poison."
At this point, Ling Nianxiao couldn't help but look at Lin Qingyan nervously, his eyes revealing an instinctive concern. However, the moment his eyes met hers, his attention shifted involuntarily.
"Originally, I just wanted to end my life to avoid hurting you any further. But I never expected that when I woke up again, she had disappeared without a trace. For this, I am very grateful and thank God for giving me such a rare opportunity to love you well. Unfortunately, things did not go as I wished, and you finally saw the truth - I am not her. Perhaps, in your heart, the person you love deeply is still her."
Seeing Lin Qingyan constantly mocking herself and feeling sorry for herself, Ling Nianxiao felt pity for her and couldn't stand it. How he wanted to tell Lin Qingyan loudly without hesitation: This is not the case! What really touched my heart was your extremely kind heart, not that hateful person!
However, as a man, he found it difficult to say these words.
After Lin Qingyan finished her performance, she lowered her head and waited for Ling Nianxiao's reaction. Time passed by, but the other party did not make any movement, which made her frown and think to herself: "It shouldn't be, my performance just now was quite realistic!"
So she muttered softly while carefully raising her head, wanting to observe what expression Ling Nianxiao had at the moment.
It would have been fine if she hadn't looked at it, but once she did, Lin Qingyan felt a little amused and helpless - it turned out that Ling Nianxiao was actually standing there pacing back and forth, sometimes lifting his feet and sometimes putting them down, as if he was experiencing a fierce struggle in his heart.
Seeing this, Lin Qingyan became more and more curious and began to secretly guess what Ling Nianxiao was thinking at this moment. After thinking alone for a while, she finally made up her mind not to speculate randomly, but to take the initiative to break the deadlock.
She took a deep breath and suddenly said, "Do you think it's funny? Is your mind full of her now? Anyway, it was because of me that I lost her last night. If I go back to that place and drink the poison again, maybe she will come back to you..."
Before she finished her words, Lin Qingyan turned around abruptly and prepared to leave, not giving Ling Nianxiao any chance to respond.
However, what she never expected was that Ling Nianxiao's movements were even faster than hers. Almost at the same moment, he quickly stepped forward and hugged Lin Qingyan's slender waist from behind.
"Don't go." Ling Nianxiao's low and pleading voice came into his ears. At the same time, he clearly felt that the body of the person in his arms suddenly became extremely stiff the moment he touched it, as if he was extremely uncomfortable with such an intimate behavior with others.
Ling Nianxiao couldn't help but feel secretly happy. Could it be that he was the first person she was so close to? Thinking back to the past, when he saw another woman named Lin Qingyan being so intimate with the servant in the mansion, he was filled with strong jealousy and almost went crazy. However, as a child of a noble family, he was not allowed to do or say anything inappropriate.
In this era, which woman is not surrounded by men? This is true for ordinary families, not to mention "gold nuggets" like Lin Qingyan who can make money.
However, this Lin Qingyan was different. Although she was quite straightforward in expressing her love, didn't this just show that she lacked experience in love and had never been involved in romantic affairs?
Moreover, the reason why I was moved at the beginning was because of her kindness in that moment. Who could have expected that I, who had always been very smart, did not realize that she was infected with this strange disease, which not only put me in trouble, but also made her feel deeply guilty.
"Nian... Nian Xiao? You are like this, are you...? Never mind, maybe I'm just overthinking it." She murmured to herself, with a hint of confusion and loss in her voice.
Lin Qingyan did not look back. Her voice was filled with astonishment and disbelief at first, but it was soon replaced by endless self-mockery, and in the end, only sadness remained.
At this moment, Ling Nianxiao finally mustered up all his courage and spoke out what he had hidden deep in his heart for a long time: "In fact, I have always admired you. I used to misunderstand that you two were the same person, but your kind actions at the beginning and the kindness you showed afterwards all touched my heart."
In fact, when Ling Nianxiao just started to speak, Lin Qingyan had already turned around quietly, and her eyes were always firmly locked on him. This straightforward gaze made Ling Nianxiao's cheeks and ears blush involuntarily while he was expressing his feelings.
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