Love DJ

Chapter 114 Greed

Su Jingsi seemed to be angry with himself throughout the afternoon, and was almost nailed to the chair, not moving.

His eyes were fixed on the computer screen in front of him, not giving himself the slightest chance to be distracted - in fact, Su Jingsi knew that if his mind was distracted even for a second, he would not be able to help but think of Ouyang Mengmian, and eventually he would not be able to stop thinking about random things.

When the screen in front of him became increasingly blurry and he felt a slight dizziness in his brain, Su Jingsi finally stood up from the computer.

The street lights outside the window lit up, and before I knew it, it was almost dark.

Su Jingsi turned on the light in the room, went to the bathroom, washed his hands, turned on the stove, and heated up the pork rib soup in the pot.

The thoughts that had been suppressed in his mind were now growing wildly like weeds in the wild. When he couldn't see Ouyang Mengmian, Su Jingsi suddenly missed her more than ever before.

Before, when he had no chance to be with Ouyang Mengmian and could only wander around her as an outsider, he could still restrain his love for her. At this moment, after he had close contact with her, his already crazy love suddenly spread like a fire out of control in the wilderness, gradually spreading like a prairie fire.

It’s not because of any special reason. It’s just that after having felt beauty and love, and having enjoyed similar beauty and love, one can’t help but burst out with a stronger greed, wanting to take that once unattainable beauty and love for oneself.

The scene of Ouyang Mengmian's hasty departure flashed repeatedly in Su Jingsi's mind. But the scene of him accidentally hugging Ouyang Mengmian was replayed slowly in his mind frame by frame for a long time.

Emotions have their own will, and they will make the most beneficial choices based on their own preferences.

Su Jingsi felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. His eyes seemed to be staring at the burning stove in front of him, but his mind had already been carried away by his emotions.

There seems to be a hint of sourness and pain hidden in the sweetness. This feeling is like being gently pricked by a thin needle. Although it is not unbearable, it always lingers in the heart and cannot be shaken off.

This is actually the most natural reaction when emotions cannot resonate - after all, who doesn't want the person they love deeply to give them the same enthusiastic response?

Love can be a vast and boundless ocean, embracing everything. A lover is willing to give everything for the one he loves; but at the same time, it is as hot and resolute as a blazing flame, and it cannot accommodate any other existence except itself, taking away the loved one's unique care and attachment that belongs only to him or her.

The pork rib soup in the pot soon boiled, Su Jingsi turned off the fire and scooped out the pork rib soup from the pot. The rice did not need to be heated specially, it was directly put into the boiling pork rib soup, and the temperature in the bowl immediately dropped.

Su Jingsi placed the bowl on the dining table and stared at the pork rib soup in front of him in a trance. After sitting there for a while, he picked up the spoon and prepared to eat. At this moment, the phone on the table suddenly made a notification sound that a text message had been received.

For no apparent reason, Su Jingsi's heart suddenly began to beat rapidly. He instinctively felt that this sudden message must have been sent by Ouyang Mengmian.

The spoon in his hand fell into the soup bowl with a "ding-dong" sound, splashing some soup. Su Jingsi didn't care about it at all, he couldn't wait to grab the phone in his hand.